Where Do You See Yourself In Ten Years? Poem

This poem deals with starts by acting the age old question, "Where Do You See Yourself in 5 to 10 years." When I was in high school this was the question I hated the most. I was and still am very uncertain of my future. I do have dreams and ambitions as you will hear ing the poem. Enjoy!

Where do you see yourself in 10 years 

When I hear that question man I could cry tears 

Cause I really don't know 

I wanna say wherever God take me where the wind blows maybe I will blow

But I mean still joe that's not a valid answer 

I'm in my junior year wish I sitting in a pamper 

I wish that I could go back now that I know more of the answers and I know that self hatred is the real cancer 

Killing myself from inside what I been doing 

Tryna chase these girls myself is who I been screwing 

But now I'm doing all I can 

Inside I know I'm the man 

And I can achieve anything I say in my mind I can

Then I gotta put it to the world 

For all the boys and girls so they can learn from it 

Maybe it falls in the right hands and I can earn from it 

But I feel the burn coming I could either face it and move through or take what I'm giving and just turn from it 

Won't be one more statistic and I been decided this  

It's just on me to get it how Imma get it 

Never been afraid to fail but afraid of the unknown 

Don't wanna be another kid scared to leave his Home 

And you'll probably never see young Reese with the chrome 

It was around me but I left and went the right way from wrong 

Otherwise who knows if I would be here rapping this song 

In the books not on a shirt is how I wanna live on I'm gonna live on